Hell is always in a position to look up at heaven.
At least, that’s what the man thought. It was a truth he realized after countless losses, defeats, and frustrations. He lived in hell but yearned for heaven.
Even knowing it was a place he could never reach.
Therefore, heaven is another name for hell. A paradise that can never be realized; it would have been better if it didn’t exist at all.
Hadn’t he repeated that while tumbling into hell multiple times?
He wanted to stop.
He didn’t want to lose anymore.
Let his knees buckle like this, and never want to stand again.
This much was his best effort. Even if he didn’t open his eyes right away, he had fought with all his might to the point of having nothing to say. Wandering battlefields for years, enduring wind and rain, sleeping in the open.
He wanted to die.
There was a time when death was his only wish.…